Sunday, January 25, 2026

25.01.26 山姆走了

今天終于有机会可以写山姆的故事了.

山姆走了将近两个月, 家里没有了它变得很干净,也很安靜,有点不习惯.

山姆走得很安详也很快,他是在11月18号那天动了一个小手术,切除长在眼睛旁边一个很小的瘤.其实这个瘤呢已经长了很久,用了药好了一阵子后又在复发, 这一次兽医建议把它切除,一劳永逸,我们也同意了.

手术回来后非常虚弱,站不起来,也不吃,只喝水. 因为它自己站不起来,我们轮流抱他起来给他去小便,但是每一次抱它都需要兩个人而且不知道是不是太疼它会向我们呲牙,有一次还误咬老爷.

 一周后回去复诊,医生说他的伤口恢复得非常的好但是后腿可能是因为关节炎的关系而站不起来让我们回去继续给他吃止痛药,就这样又过了两天老爷觉得情况不是很乐观就跟医生商量了一下,医生给我们几个治疗关节炎的方法,我们选择打針. 打了针回来的第二天山姆可以自己站起来走动,我们还以为治疗有効.

星期四早上山姆又站不起来了,这个情况一直维持到晚上9点,我和慈情帮它站起来让他它出去小便,接着让它躺下睡觉. 差不多11点半慈洋急急忙忙的冲到我的房间然后说山姆好像没了,我们冲下楼查看时山姆真的走了!

第二天我打电话找了几间宠物火葬公司,选了一间来处理山姆的后事. 下午三点他们就来把山姆接走了,真的好不舍得.

差不多一周后, 火葬公司就把山姆的骨化送回来, 沉甸甸的一包. 就这样陪我们十二年的山姆永远的离开我们了.

Thursday, January 22, 2026

17.01.2026 Mango Cheesecake

The Crust
200g (approx. 1.5 cups) Graham crackers or Digestive biscuits, finely crushed **300g
90g (6 tbsp) Unsalted butter, melted **130g
1 tbsp Sugar (optional, if using unsweetened biscuits)

The Mango Cheesecake Filling
500g full fat cream cheese (room temperature)
300ml whipping cream 
120g icing sugar, sifted
250ml Mango puree 
1tbsp lemon juice 
1tsp vanilla extract 
10g (6 Sheets) gelatin 

The Mango Glaze (Top Layer)
150ml mango puree 
2 tbsp sugar 
5g (3 sheets) gelatin 

1. The Crust
Mix your crushed biscuits and melted butter until it feels like wet sand.
Press the mixture firmly into the bottom of a 9-inch springform pan. Use the bottom of a flat glass to pack it tight (not too tight) especially around the edges.
Freeze for 10–15 minutes while you prepare the filling.

2. Prepare the Mango Base & Gelatin
Soak: Submerge your 5 gelatin sheets in a bowl of ice-cold water for 5–7 minutes.
Warm: Take about 1/4 cup of your mango puree and heat it in the microwave for 20 seconds (it should be warm, not boiling).
Dissolve: Squeeze the water out of the softened gelatin sheets and stir them into the warm puree until completely melted. Stir this mixture back into the rest of the cold mango puree.

3. The Cream Cheese Mixture
In a large bowl, beat the room-temperature cream cheese and powdered sugar until creamy and free of lumps.
Add the mango-gelatin puree, lemon juice, and vanilla. Mix until the color is uniform.

4. The Fold
In a separate chilled bowl, whip your heavy cream until stiff peaks form.
Gently fold the whipped cream into the mango-cheese mixture using a spatula. Do not use a mixer here—you want to keep the air in the cream so the cake stays light.
Pour the filling over the chilled crust and smooth the top with a spatula. Refrigerate for at least 2 hours before adding the glaze.

5. The Mango Glaze (The Finishing Touch)
Soak the remaining 3 gelatin sheets in cold water.
Warm half of your glaze puree (75ml) with the sugar.
Squeeze the gelatin, stir it into the warm puree to dissolve, and then mix in the remaining cold puree.
Once the glaze is room temperature (but still liquid), pour it gently over the back of a spoon onto the semi-set cheesecake. This prevents the glaze from "pitting" the cheese layer.

6. The Long Chill
Refrigerate the entire cake for at least 6 to 8 hours (overnight is best).

Friday, January 9, 2026

09.01.2026 妈妈的眼汨

Every child goes through those years of 'heartlessness.' You treat them with such kindness and love, showering them with meticulous care—fearing they might be cold, hungry, or bullied. Yet, they respond with slammed doors, backtalk, cold shoulders, and impatience, staging a grand rehearsal for their independence.
Meanwhile, you are navigating a difficult farewell, marked by breakdowns, tears, and countless deep breaths. They use defiance to announce their coming of age, while you endure the weight of it all, shielding and tolerating their rebellion.
Do not blame yourself for your shifting moods, and do not regret the moments you spoke out of frustration. It is precisely this 'pathetic' perseverance that becomes the most reliable harbor for a child during the turbulent turning point of their youth.
Hold on just a little longer. For the days soaked in a mother’s tears will ultimately become the child’s deepest understanding and memory of love once they reach adulthood.

每一个孩子都会经历最没良心的那几年.你对他那么好,那么爱他,你对他无微不至的关怀,怕他冷着怕他饿着,怕他冻着,怕别人欺负他,他却用关门,顶嘴,甩脸子,不耐烦演练一场盛大的独立. 而你在用崩溃,眼泪和无数个深呼吸完成一次艰难的告别.他在用对抗的方式宣告自己的长大而你忍辱负重包容守护着他的这个叛逆.别责怪自己的情绪多变,别后悔自己的口是心非,正是这份看似狼狈不堪的坚持成了青春风暴里孩子人格转折期最可靠的港湾. 再坚持一下,因为在妈妈眼泪中浸泡过的日子最终都是孩子成年以后对爱最深刻的理解和记忆.


Friday, December 19, 2025

19.12.25 成长

“成长很大一部分是接受,接受分道扬镳、接受世事无常、接受孤独挫败、接受突如其来的无力感、接受自己的缺点。然后发自内心的改变,天黑开盏灯、下雨带把伞。难过先难过,但也不作死,天亮以后,满血复活。”

Saturday, November 8, 2025

佳玲木薯糕

木薯(磨幼) 800g
椰丝 200g
木薯粉 50g
西谷米 260g
白糖 250g
水 200g

沾面用:
椰丝 100g
盐 1/4tsp
香兰叶 3片

将西谷米泡浸30分钟.
沾面用的材料混合,蒸10分钟.
将全部材料搅拌均匀,倒入抹油的蒸盘,蒸40分钟.
冷却后,切块,沾椰丝吃.

补充: 这个口感会比较扎实,可以加入双倍份量的水,做出来的糕,软软的.

Saturday, November 1, 2025

02.11.25 伤心之旅 第廿八天

早上四点大嫂送我去机場. Check in 顺利,本想去BK 吃早餐但他
们只有一种蘑菇素汉堡, 吃过但不是很喜欢,就去买了egg mayonnaise sandwich + 一杯甜死的mocha latte.

马来西亚时间三点半到muscat, 机场不大,原本想吃午餐,想想还是省点錢,等下吃晚餐. 想迟点才办住,逛逛小商店,等一下 check out 后才买.

房间不錯,舒服.  抓紧时间先睡几个小时. 醒来后先洗个澡,喝杯熱茶,马来西亚时间晚上十一点check out.

买了一个冰箱帖,吃了一个不是很好吃的素汉堡,等上机.

飞机延误30分钟,没事, 因为我在 多哈有4个小时的转机时间.

多哈的机场比muscat 好逛多了,Wi-Fi 也非常给力,muscat 真不行. 差不多要boarding 的时候才惊觉我是不是要换票啊,看到一个 Qatar 的柜台,工作人员刚刚下班,另外一个离候机室很远,去到那里, 队伍也很长,心想如果趕不上飞机,真的不能原谅自己!还好,換票顺利!

03.12.25
飞机準时抵达都柏林,回家洗澡,上班!